It’s unusual to be driven by emotions only, especially working in PHP development field, but it is (at least is becoming) no surprise in this real world.
The recent facts dictate this truth – cachier in a nearby supermarket and/or hall helper position is the only choice which matters, when it comes to money paying, i. e. getting paid. Without a stable job, having only my projects of short term credits, all deals via Skype and/or phone are missing, i. e. – failed, responded negatively.
Of course, it can be tempting to irritation and so on, but it’s not my prerogative to analyze empathy of corresponding parties. Instead, it’s a long term solution signed with equity compensation alongside my usual short term credits service development.
Gradually PHP development field (of economic industry) becoming vague and faked, it’s nonetheless visionary of an economist to buy and use target labour market laptop such as small medium business one; its profit is questionable, though the income itself as well. So to be not messing with reality, development can be called trance show episodes and chatting with recruiters and/or potential employers; not the actual, healthy code challenging MVC sites git flow.